P.S 我爱你。

我爱你没有保留。我爱你就到最后。有些人值得等候。有些悲伤值得忍受。我爱你不是冲动。

原谅我和对不起。

我想对我的好姐妹们，朋友和表姐们，请妳们原谅我不想多说我现在的感情世界。


我发现我最近无论何谁在一起，一旦讨论了，还是讲出来，就不会有好下场。可能就像我的台湾朋友，小象妹说：“妳今年的感情命运就像人家怀孕三个月，不能说。” 听了，觉得好笑又好像有道理。


我答应妳们，一旦一切稳定了，我会慢慢和妳们说。


暂时，就请妳们原谅我的不说和对不起。

A night with One Prince and 4 Monkeys.

Rain poured.

Muddy fields. Late entrance.

But the music in between was good.

Sadly, certain factors cannot be avoided. Hopefully, the possible rumored September concert will really really happen.

Cause 17th April's night out with one prince and 4 monkeys was really not high.

Come back soon... please!

伤心。

我伤心。。

是因为我关心，你却看不到。朋友都说哪是你（妳）的个性。

失望是因为往往期望太高，失望就越大。

但失望归失望，我还是想对你（妳）说：我会永远关心和爱护你。

虽然我常常都分不到你（妳）的爱，只希望有一天，你（妳）会感觉到我的爱和宽怀。

因为，你（妳）会是我永远的好朋友。

无论你在哪里，和谁在一起。。

为什么。

为什么明明想念，却说不想念？

为什么明明还在乎但却要装作关心早就不在？

为什么明明还爱他，却得装作坚强对全世界说你已经不爱了？

可笑的不是这些为什么。。

我觉得世上最可笑的为什么是。。

为什么明明心里已经不快乐，心里已经不爱了，却可以和他在一起过了548天？

为什么我可以骗自己，让自己觉得爱可以这么理所当然？

学会了，学乖了。

不想再沉迷于太多的为什么。。实在太可笑了。

Who will remember?

Who knows a sentence from the past will be the weapon that will hurt us in the future?

Who remember that we once held hands and promise to walk to the future together?

Who will remember that once love dwindles, the future that we see is no longer the same?

Who will remember the night, we went our separate ways, I would cry?

Who will remember the plans we made together but got crashed?

I know you don't, but I did.

I love her to bits.

She came into my life 2 years ago. I never expect to love a little life that is not blood related to me so much, now I have two... I hope three DON'T come so soon ah, Mrs Liu!! Let me breathe abit lah!


Had 2 days off to get some personal stuff done, thus I was able to meet this little bundle of joy(energy).


We met Rain at Yishun Mrt, accompanied Stella's mother in law for a job interview at Lucky Plaza, then she brought my another little bundle of joy, Cherris Liu home as the younger Mrs Liu decided to NOT bring the pram along! (What A GREAT idea it was!)


We had a late lunch/cum early dinner at Nihon Mura at The Cathay. Boy, what a heavy meal we had but I really enjoy it! Rain and Stella took loads of pictures, so.. I just sit back and relax with my meal. Hahahaha!


After dinner, we headed to Bugis to accompany Rain to purchase a pair of boots that Stella had worn to China. I was super duper tempted to buy but I held back! Hahaha!


Then to Bugis Junction as Stella wanted to get Precious a pair of Mary Jane, no shoes bought but I got her a pretty dress from Fox Kids that she could not stop giggling when Stella help her try it on. (Her smile & laughter melts my heart.. =) ), had drinks to end of the day as the little bundle of joy was cranky and tired. 


Home sweet home and that little darling was already asleep on her Mummy's chest when I got off the train at Bishan. 

The lil darling that stole my heart. 

Couple of interesting sentences that were spoken today. 


Stella put on her Facebook after I commented I was 'melting'. 
"Yvette Yeo is made of chocolate, Wendy Liew is made of paper." Wth!


Stella was telling us about the fortune teller's predictions about the number of children they would have and EVEN how many kids HER kids will have.. 
-.-" I hope that teacher's predictions are true! Thus I commented:
"Did the fortune teller tell you that Precious will torture her mother and her ah yis (Rain and I)?" Hahaha!

Dinner @ Hard Rock Hotel, Singapore~!

Uncle Robert is in town!

Went to meet him at his hotel after work today with mum,dad and my aunt suzy!

Went to his room and I totally fell in love with the deco!!! Oh My GOD!! So nice!!! Too bad, I forgot to take pictures while was in his room.

Then we had drinks at lobby.. then dinner at the Starz Restaurant, which serves international buffet. The oysters, muscles were out of this world! We even had white wine!!! WHEEE!!!

Nice dinner, nice company! I am so coming here for my birthday pampering. Nice place... to have some couple time. Hahaha!

选择。。

选择放手是需要勇气，也会是一种快乐。

让你走，是我对自己的爱护，保护。也是对所有爱我和关心我的家人，朋友，姐妹的一种交待。

不要在原地徘徊，不要再伤心流泪。

我要勇敢的做回我自己。

因为我发现心里最重要的位置，可能早就想留给那个。。。在远方痴痴还在等我四年的他。

心里早就没有位置留给你。也想说声对不起。因为我没有发现，我可能想和他厮守终生。

我爱人太久了。想好好的享受被爱的滋味。

Brand new start..

Brand new start to everything in life... I just want to take a brand new step in everything I do this year. 
I have been missing out too much in life for the past years.. I have decide to just walk out and see everything differently. 
My girls know that I have changed abit, at least in my dressing... and the way I think about stuff. 
I want to be happy for myself... I want to be living the way I want my life to be.
This... is my brand new blog.. my brand new way of saying goodbye to the life I had for the past 25+ years... 


=)