Been a long while.

It has been a long while since I last blog. Wonder who still reads my blog. Oh well! *Shrugs*...


It also have been a long while since I met Joanne... Met her for dinner and chit chat yesterday. Time with her is never boring. Laughter is always there! Love you sis!


And through our conversations yesterday, I realise why when I broke up with K, I did not even cry much compared to when I broke up with J. Because with K, I realise it was he who loved me more than I did. Till the end, when things just crumbled, I took it with a pinch of salt. Surprise!! Anyway, the funny thing is there are certain things that I tend not to come in contact with if I can, like I switch channels if there is a movie introduction on the TV, it reminds me of him, because he is a movie buff, I don't go to Pasir Ris UNLESS very necessary, which has not happen yet and I have not taken a drop of beer (which is good!!), and I don't look at marathon ads anymore. All these just lead me to think of him, although there were lesser love on my side till the end, it does not mean I do not love him right? I am still human.. And of course after breaking up with him, I no longer harbour any thoughts of getting married or starting family.. Thanks to him! With my new relationship now, I will NOT think so much.. One step at a time.. Marriage really does not mean happily ever after. I have seen too much instances around me. Not cool and fairytale anymore. Although I know marriage is NEVER fairytale. 


Yup, why didn't I blog for so long, because life has been hell busy for me! School holidays are here, thus the ability to blog! I will try to come and "visit" you, my dear blog. Till then..