Yvette says...

It saddens me to see my mum cry...

out of concern for me.

I was surprised that she was so worried about my condition that when I got home today, she was already in the living room, watching TV. Suddenly, in the dark living room, I realise Mummy aged alot.

I was so busy this week, being called last minute to KL with boss, to accompany her to check out the school's childcare centre there, I was hardly home for two days and I forgot to bring my phone. She must have worried that I could have collapse there.

But I am really really blessed to have... my parents are my pillars of strength. No one can ever take their places. They may not know how to express their worries, anger well, but I know it is all out of concern for me.

Yes, I am scared now.. Worried what the results maybe like... On leave for the next few days, to clear this worry and to clear the atmosphere at home. But I will hold my head high, knowing I have my family behind me, no matter what happens.