The scariest thing so far..

The scariest thing so far isn't stepping into the hospital and see the different kinds of patients around you..

The scariest thing that I learnt of today was, the total quietness in a super super small space..

For the past 26 years, nothing fazes me as much as cockroaches and height... now let me add one more.. it's not small space or quietness.. it is BOTH when they are put together!

Why do they have to make the scan room or MRI room so damn bloody cold!!! and I have to be changed into the thinest of the materials that a human can wear, and I am suppose to lie there for a good 30 minutes!

What is scary is also the time, they tell you its 30 minutes, it bloody feels like a good 30 hours!

*click* goes the room door when the nurse went out and *POOF* total silence! A pin drops can be ear deafening!! Can you imagine a good 30 minutes like that and worst, when you can't see what's going around you because you are being 'pushed' into a tunnel and the 'tunnel' just spins above you.

No wonder the technician tells you to close your eyes and just relax..

But how in the world do I relax when all I can hear is "nggggggg ngggggg nggggg nggggg ngggg"!

When I came out, mum thought I was going to faint cause I was so pale! Who wouldn't be? Its a damn 30 minutes of "nnnngggg nnnngggg nggggnnngggg!" and in a quiet small space that I can't help thinking what will happen if there is an electric blackout!

What a day!